vineri, 31 mai 2013

Chuck Palahniuk- not to self- buy it!

joi, 30 mai 2013

It's not about giving up.
It's about acceptance.

I just can't deal with the whole fairytale that everybody is promoting.
It's not about the bullshit really, or maybe it is, but it's more about being real with yourself and your own needs.
What do you need?

You need to be safe, happy and secure about your future.

And this is the truth.
The whole truth about life.

There's no mystery left.
You don't need to find out anything.

You can't rely on people when it comes to your own happiness..
You have to get it yourself, you have to know how to obtain it for yourself.

I was for a long time dependent on other people for my own happiness..and that's just stupid!
Plain stupid.

You need to know what makes you happy and do it yourself.
It's actually easy when you get then hang of it.

Took me several years to realize that.
But I think that now I know.

And don't be scared to say no.
Don't be scared to stand up for yourself, be selfish when you need to...otherwise who's gonna give a shit about you if not yourself???

Be selfish and real when you have to.
Read between the lines and don't give up.
Accept what you can do...
And the things you cannot do.

Simple as that.

Oh and don't forget to smile!
It's healthy and it's nurturing your soul.

Be happy for heaven's sake!
Just be happy.
That simple!

vineri, 24 mai 2013

fuck you prince charming..

You wonder what's the deal with this love.
You had patience, you were nice and played by the rules, and you even fucked the rules and played everything by your own soul and music.
And then nothing.
Just some guys came along, but none had the things you need in a guy.
Your guy.
And you know what kind of guy you need, it's not necessary the guy is more of the connection.
I know what kind of connection I need to feel at home with that man, my man.
And couldn't find him, my man.
And I have no patience left, I have zero patience to play the rules or no rules.
I just want to run into the world and scream at it..."Where the fuck are you?"
Caz everybody is telling me you are there and you will come and you're not.
And I'm confused and disappointed.
of you.
of all of you.